Mar 13 2009
Look for that pair of eyes
Look for that pair of eyes
“The affairs of human life are noisy, life is lonely. I think support I power of life, Luo Su refered three simplicity but strong emotion extremely: To the aspiration, need for knowledge of the love, and the pity to the thorough heart of human suffering pain. Live under such motive force, it is lonely that destined, endless, almost desperate loneliness. I think, in this already no longer bright blue, no longer pure sky, if a pair of eyes cry with me together, live and worth my suffering hardships for it. ” This would rather Xuan in “dream and you, soul of several, with “in write one passage,last I passage deeply.
“Unless after not, it recall meet,several soul dream and you and. ” Eyes crying together? Such a “ The people’s will is thin in cloud water “ Era,it have really cry with me together by pairs of eye? So, ” hill ” Come from the distant place, will go to the distant place after all.
The love of Song Dynasty that that classical poesy describes, that pair ” cried with you together ” exuding tenderness and love Eyes ( ” cry together “ Should one particular symbol, always it and ” sings the same song ” I , ” help each other when both are in humble circumstances “ , ” hold the sub hands, live together to a ripe old age with the son “ These particular vocabularies are linked together) ,Can only from a disorderly one, classical books to send out sweet-smelling look for, it only the middle ancient times era one love fairy tale.
If not, clever and clever like Zhang Ailing, these comprehension ” because of understanding, knowing” The Republic of China strange for woman,why be too can in Hu Lancheng “love spells old ” ?
“The narcissus wants to go to carp, there are many red tears of lotuses in one night. ” This is ” the board bridge is left small ” that Li Shangying wrote down while parting the capital. Thousands of years later, Hu Lancheng makes ” the narcissus has already taken advantage of carp’s going, there are many Qu’s red tears of cottonrose hibiscuses in one night ” separately. ” I do not know this if blood red tears relate to Zhang Ailing.
In fact in the love, destiny that people and people meet by chance totally is dreary and waiting.
Cherishing pity and perfect aspiration to love to the thorough heart of human suffering pain, walk on the vast earth involvedly, look for one pair and ” cry with you together ” Eyes,it it destines to be loneliness, the endless.
Such one ascetic practices person, in I purpose that bottom of heart appear, should black clothes open and upright, solitary and right and independent person. There is shade that sunshine throws on the face, there is sadness that the orchid bursts forth on one’s body, let people sorry.
Although I am a layman, it is solemn and stirring to such poesy, but deep understanding, even the one that is close to the religion type pays homage to. But always think again sometimes, they make oneself very much to force narrowly, for a pair of ” cry together ” Eyes,it is the jolt the serious too,the getting more dreary too, the getting more solemn and more stirring too. I would rather shelter from, in remote the South small town, receive common customs noisy and annoying, try hard, let one’s own day live comfortable, let the life press and stick in the quiet and convenient corner. These few days, are always having a same dream: Dimly, like one, oneself is that that specially sets up the Don Quixote type knight doing alone.
Carry one simple travelling bag, to draw one eye, in muddy boundless lands of full ofing, walk alone, involvedly, is looking for constantly, is looking for and seeking constantly
When I am nearly in despair, the ends of the earth, a pair of deeply attached eyes exuding tenderness and love, after passing through the desert in space-time, in the ruins in millennium, are coming up to me leisurely.
One pair of eyes looks at each other, the feeling in instant among the flint of light produced by electricity, that deep, azure watery eyes, penetrate heart soul of people directly, imitate if one ravine warm to flow while being detailed, moist tired out heart already.
From then on, no longer sad in human world We move towards future from the mud.
However, the dream has broken to pieces soon, it is very bleak and desolate to wake up. Such such way of moral integrity, can the dream come true? If sky already “ No longer bright blue, no longer form purely “ ,You will be willing to travel around solitarily and rightly independently, alone, go to look for that pair to ” cry with you together ” Eyes? And can we find it finally?
Xu Zhimo has said, I will visit and seek my soul companion in the boundless and indistinct sea of faces, need it, my good fortune; No, my life.
Look for that pair of eyes, it is permanent ancient loneliness and loneliness not changed.
Alternatively, are looking for this pair of ” eyes crying together ” Course in whom we pay attention to only course,but not result, just like itself of life, only mind the course, needn’t take notice of the result.
